Lazy Me. Lazy. Just Lazy.

Saturday. Day of relief from school. The most justifiable prison. No different from four walls. Anyway. Woke up in the morning. Mapled for a few minutes then chased down by dad to buy breakfast. Tried to buy something new today. Ended up sweating more than anything. Wonder why I actually bothered in the first place.

Left the house to church. More or less nothing happened really much today. Haha. Recruiting people to start mapling. Whee. I wish Rain would play maple. Wow. That would be like so cool for me. At least. No bus ride. no reflection time. Ren Jin acted rather coldly towards me. I think she knows that I'm still quite angry. Maybe. Maybe not. Victor told Su Wei and Ren Jin about my blog. Then said I had a problem trusting god. Its not just trust. Brother. Its more like I don't even know if he actually exists. Ha. Don't give a cancer patient the cure when he's already dead. Likewise. He still has sometime. I'm still waiting for some MIRICLE to happen. Still waiting. Waiting.

Jason is playing maple now. Leveling quite fast. For a newbie. One day. I'm going to go top his house and take all the photos of Rain from him. Probably make a mural or a mosaic or something. And put it on my desktop and stuff. Rainlize myself. An Unnatural Obsession. An Unjust Reunification.