SianZ... Nothing To Do...

Today is rj's birthday... Later I will have to go to her house... I still dunno wad to get her... Maybe I'll visit Gina in Suntec city... Should be ba... Anyway, maple server fixed already... continuing to play.... But I don't really feel like playing anything right now... I miss her too much I guess... Not a very nice feeling... I just wish God didn't give me such a powerful memory... I can't forget her... At all...

Just Blogging For The Sake Of Blogging...

I seriously don't know what to blog about anymore... Nothing's interesting is going on in my life anymore... I'm just waiting for someone to give me something to do... My house is still unde renovation... Dragged on for 2 weeks already... My room looks more cheery with a new "spring green" look... My Mom and Dad's room is light purple... Looks wierd... Anyone can tell me how to contact Charisse? I wanna ask her how to decor' my room... Looks too plain for me... Please tell me what to do... I'm bored... Ask me questions so I can fill my blog as well... YoUr MAr-tha's sHo fatT... ThAa-ATt whEn sHe JUmPs fOe JoO-Oi... ShE GeTs StUck.

Why Am I So Afraid...

Why am I so afraid... I saw that they didn't come... Was heartbroken... People don't even want a friend... I never expected both of them not to come... I didn't care if all the people in the world came and both of them didn't... Nothing would have changed... They still didn't turn up... Nothing compares to that... Well... At least Rain had the decency to tell me why she couldn't come... But Maple? I'm dissapointed... She just escaping reality... She wouldn't speak to me... Blocked me on msn... Refused to answer my msgs... Fine... Just Fine... What do you want me to do? You people jut continue to WRECK my life OVER and OVER again... It's just screwed up... The day i go mad... Is coming very soon... But neither will be there to know... No one will know... Because I won't show it... You people just don't get to close to me when I explode... Coz' I wouldn't spare anyone... Why? Because by then, I'll have lost all my love... For everything...

I've Finish Almost Everything

Yay... The day is done... I've done alot today... Almost everything that I mentioned on my earlier post except reach level 30... HaiZ... I hope Andrew doesn't come back so fast... Then can train longer... I got new specs... Looks quite OK... By Victor and Gina... Da-ge and Da-sao... Then we bought alot of stuff... Ruffles... I pick ruffles... marshmellows... Lotsa stuff... Anyway... I want everyone reading this blog to stay at the chalet if possible... "I'll be your best friend!" Just come and stay... Till monday morning... Please~!! I'll want company...

All the stuff that I did made me learn something... There IS a difference between Love and Obsesstion... People speak of love... But act like they are obsessed with each other but when you tell them... They deny it... But I don't mind them denying and I don't get angry... After all, "Love is within the eye of the beholder" isn't it?

Sho Busy Today...

Its like 8 am... So late... I usually don't wake up so late... Anyway... Today is a big day... Buying lots of stuff... For personal use and for chalet... At suntec city... So much today... Even though thursdays are lazy days... I'm chionging maple now... Today I want to be lvl 30! So i can become the few poison mages in maple story... HaiZ... So hard to train... 5% by 5%... Can only hope that Andrew doesn't wake up and show black face again... His every morning is never good... Always a long face... Anyway... I bought a dark chaos robe from jolvin... 220k + brown piette... Don't know if i'll regret it... I think it looks nice... I go train le... So SianZ...

My Dying....

At least I think so... I tell my mei's Meanwhile... I've accelerated mine by eating lots of junk food, getting heartbroken and not exercising... It does make you a better person in a way... You become more jovial... A likely trend in fat people... I just wonder... When is any bad really going to happen to me? I wasn't angry or sad or even dissapointed when I tore my ligament just before Nationals last year... My friends were quite sad... Coz' I could have been in top eight positions, instead of tenth... Then maybe my teachers would treat me better... Becasue I scored points for the school... Then again... I never felt physical pain tall the time that I'm dying... It's partially true... We are all dying... Sooner or later we will die... hat much... But when she left me... I was angry... I was sad... I was dissapointed... I did weights I never knew without support... Somehow, matters of the world did not concern me, but the matters of the heart... Somehow...

Reveal A Little More About Me

Favourite Food: My Neighbourhood's "Lucky Chicken Rice" ( Can only be ordered by me )

Favourite Song: Right now its Hillary Duff - Rain ( For obvious reasons )

Favourite Actor/Actress: Steven Segull ( My favourite action superstar )

Favourite Singer: David Tao ( Tao Zhe )

Favourite Game: Elder Scrolls III: Morrowind ( With expansions Tribunal and Bloodmoon )

Favourite Instrument: Piano ( Although I'm not good at it )

Favourite TV Show: Friends ( Although I didn't watch that much )

Favourite Hamster: Nicky ( She is not featured in Hamtaro )

Favourite Place: Nearby Park When Its Raining ( If that doesn't count, then Church )

Favourite Phrase: Selaid Noe... ( Not used in church - It mmeans nonsencical idealogy )

Favourite Thing On My Table: Bottled Stars ( A project meant for someone's Birthday )

If you give me food vouchers for chrismas... I am going to kick you...

Its Just Me...

I think I'll start this blog with an introduction of myself...

Full Name: Hui Kok Cheong Nicholas

Chinese Wording: Xu Guó Xiáng ( Country's Blessing )

Birthdate: 14 September 1990

Zodiac Animal: Horse

Astrological Sign: Virgo

Nothing much... Except that I find my chinese name abit girly... Coz' my name is uni-sexual... My life's a little messed up right now so I'll probably blog on and off when school reopens... Pretty much hell broke loose when I learned that some thing are the way it is and some things just are not meant to be... So now i'm very much picking up from where I started... Its really not nice to know that people just cannot tell things straight to their faces... When all they needed to do was just to say so... I don't know... I'm very confused right now... Just let me think for awhile... Grasping on to the ray of light, I hope I can find the answer...