An Average Day...

Todays an average day. I so thoughted. Well. I didn' bother to try to take the bus today. I knew I would miss it. Instead. Today. I took the train. And guess who I saw. Jerald. Favourite senior in the world. Most respected. And I guess very much my best friend in Track and Field. Wow. We talked much. About the lighthouse Sng. About Nationals. Many others. What a great start to a day.

Assembly was exptionally fast today. Much to my delight. Maran didn't talk much. Cool huh. Then E maths. Did the cedar paper. Fricking hard. Did like 10-12 questions in like an hour. Damn Bloody slow. But Zuraimi was quite pleased with me. Teach a teacher how to do vectors. Dig it suka~! Nice day so far. Tazzneen spoilt it with a compo I'm betting 5 dollars that she wouldn't mark. We had a A maths mini exam today. Couldn't do a single question at all. I'm Hopeless. Wouldn't learn for nuts. Played a base ball like kinda game during free period today. LKS didn't turn up. I better start practicing Chemisty on my own too. Cannot be to confident. Jiao Bing Bi Bai. A proud soldier is bound to fall in combat.

Ericia took me by suprise today. She said I was her maple bf. I was like thinking of how I want to ask her to be my gf. And she said that. Whee. In maple my life's pretty fun. Reality. Life Sucks. Really sucks. *Sigh* Edmund still hasn't return me my ipod. No reflections again. Ok. Reach orbis le. Got to go.

Yessa...

Today is kinda screwed up. In a manner that I like. At least. As a matter of fact. It was so screwed up. I liked it. Today was different. I did things that I never thought I could do. Whee. Achieving stuff is like so fun. Morning. Dad almost caused me to be late again. Shit. Don't know what I can do to make him send me to school earlier.

Haha. School tried to teach us about Drug Abuse. From SANA (Singapore Anti-Narcotics Abuse) or something like that. Well. It didn't work. It'll never will. Ok. P.E. was tiring. But today. It was worth it. Passed my 2.4km run at 12th position. Whee. So Happy. Don't know what kept me going. I just told myself "Home is beyond that curve. I'll be there before long". Well. It works. Thought about Rain. The seawater. The jellyfish. And to continue. Ya. I almost forgot. Tazzneen is a BITCH. Testimonials. Something you should never have to write about yourself. She made us do it in class. Bitch. Just a bitch. "You must write down your strengths. And give evidence." What?! Crapping is easy. Backing it up is hard. Physics was ok. Except I was kinda slow. Well. Whatever. I think I got full marks for my Listening Comprehension.

No ipod. Lent it to edmund. Well. I guess no reflection today. Haha. I go maple. Want the 50% today. Hah. Want to Crusaderize myself by next weekend.

Wha... What? Me?

Today I woke up. My eyes felt particularly tired. I should stare less into a computer screen. Tau Sar Pao for breakfast, followed by Victor bringing me to Tiong Baru Market for Kuay Chap. I noticed that Chloe cut her hair really short. Didn't like it one bit. She should leave it long. Then she'll be chio, for a girl; Far from Rain.

David asked me to play the bass today. I was like "What?! Me?" In the end I still played. Felt different from worship practice. Kept glancing at David. He didn't look at all. Half way through Victor came and told me I was soft. Panicked for a moment. On the whole. It was a whole new experience. Playing and stuff. New to me. I kinda like it. Victor's teaching was particularly boring today. Wonder who asked anybody to teach George Ong's camp stuff to teens. It doesn't apply. Cater to the masses. Not to the Godly few. Pathetically unteachable.

Hah. I thought Felicia was execptionally pretty today. She was wearing a pink shirt and khaki jeans. Wow. She reminded me of lydia. Looks quite the same ya? Dad's super pissed off wif me using the computer. He thinks I can only use the computer to play games. Well. Not the least bit. Suprised.

Lazy Me. Lazy. Just Lazy.

Saturday. Day of relief from school. The most justifiable prison. No different from four walls. Anyway. Woke up in the morning. Mapled for a few minutes then chased down by dad to buy breakfast. Tried to buy something new today. Ended up sweating more than anything. Wonder why I actually bothered in the first place.

Left the house to church. More or less nothing happened really much today. Haha. Recruiting people to start mapling. Whee. I wish Rain would play maple. Wow. That would be like so cool for me. At least. No bus ride. no reflection time. Ren Jin acted rather coldly towards me. I think she knows that I'm still quite angry. Maybe. Maybe not. Victor told Su Wei and Ren Jin about my blog. Then said I had a problem trusting god. Its not just trust. Brother. Its more like I don't even know if he actually exists. Ha. Don't give a cancer patient the cure when he's already dead. Likewise. He still has sometime. I'm still waiting for some MIRICLE to happen. Still waiting. Waiting.

Jason is playing maple now. Leveling quite fast. For a newbie. One day. I'm going to go top his house and take all the photos of Rain from him. Probably make a mural or a mosaic or something. And put it on my desktop and stuff. Rainlize myself. An Unnatural Obsession. An Unjust Reunification.

Huh... Wad? Oh... I see...

Been kinda dazed lately. I realised my reflexes are drifting away from me. Funny feeling. Feeling slow and lazy. I can't even chain my KoF moves properly. Haiz. I wonder what's happening. I played maple yesterday till 1 am. Didn't blog. No excuse. Sorry people who actually read it.

I do both days of blogging in one day. Quite happy. Jolvin is finally back to is normal jovial self, after I lashed out at him. Didn't mean it. School was a gigantic waste of time on friday. Got the exam proof. Monday's chinese "O" level exam listening comprehension. Quite nervous. But i don;t really care do I? Tazzneen is a GIGANTIC bitch. "Even if I ask you to do 100 argumentatives and only mark 2, you still have to do it." I hope she actually realises it.

After school on friday, went to play basketball at Siglap CC. Fendi didn't come. Whee. Well I guess i do hate him. Sometimes I daydream about taking him out. Deflating his ego. Crushing Byte's world. Someday, I will. Finally. Air gear. Simca. Haha. She's so beautiful. Like Rain. Haha. I'm still delrious. Haha. Haha.

Reflection period again. I didn't think very much on friday. Didn't know what to think. My mind was filled with Rain. Her voice. Her face. Her memories. Rain. Purely Rain.

Whoo... Its Thursday already.

Its so fast. Time flies. Its thursday already. Its been over 650 days. Waiting for you. Waiting for you. I hope I can get the scanner in so I can blog in chinese by scanning what I want to say. That'll be cool, I guess.

Wasted $7.50 on taxi ride to school today. They should abolish the "See Me Tommorrow Before Seven" thing. Its retarded, and shows how inconsiderate the school is towards the students who live very far away. Kenneth is a bitch, a low-down fag who thinks he's cool and actually has friends. Wow. He has friends? Amazing. Acting cool without any head knowledge is a sure way to the stage of "pariahs". You already are one. Rou Lao Shi seem much prettier today, for some reason, perhaps because she was kinda in high spirits today. Haha. Wish I could apologise to Reuel. Kena jacked by Eric again. I couldn't help but hold Rueul's hands so that Eric could shove the soccer ball into his balls.

Today, I took 197 home, couldn't stand single deckers. I reached home at 3. What?! 196 was supposed to be the faster bus. Next time I'll take timings. Heard F.I.R.'s "Chi Niao" on the bus. Sweet song. I'll write out the lyrics and scan it in, hopefully someone will read it. Wo hai zai den dai, den dai ni de ai.

Yesterday night I died again at macis. Where the hell am I supposed to train man? Liu Lang, Tzeru Tzeru, Drifting in Maplestory.